I am sorry but I have decided to do absolutely nothing save breathe today you will not find me doing chores nor will I watch the boob tube no today I have reserved only for breathing the fact is I don’t do enough of it some days entire hours go by before I breathe once last month after receiving bad news of a personal nature remember I forgot to breathe for three days straight and I don’t know if you know this but whenever we argue I also sometimes forget to breathe I know I told you once my chest can start to hurt too and you said better go to the doctor but apparently it isn’t a heart attack it’s stress the doctor said I have too much of it which is also why I think I forget to breathe so today I have set aside for breathing if I breathe today the whole day not just parts of it but the entire day from start to finish starting now because I’m pretty sure I already forgot to breathe a few times today mostly during that talk we had over breakfast which according to you was not an argument but a discussion although it seemed like one to me maybe then it will become a habit again the way it was when I was a kid when it was effortless to breathe and to do so many things but I will start with breathing if I get that down maybe I can move on to other things like laughter and sleeping through the night again and what about playing games I miss that I think more than I realize but I will start with breathing that is the first step which is why I have decided to do absolutely nothing maybe then I will be able to survive the next twenty years together save breathe starting now since I think I also forgot to breathe while thinking about this